Guess what? I'm still fat! Can you believe it? I haven't written in months (almost a year) and nothing has really changed. This is NOT an easy thing. I was hoping that my upcoming trip to Hawaii would be motivating enough but it didn't work. Now it is a mere 6 weeks away and I am as big as ever.
Why is it so difficult to stop eating crap? I know part of it is that it tastes so good...but seriously, what's the deal?
I have read many books and health blogs. I know the consequences of eating poorly as my last check up indicated with my high cholesterol. I still have swelling in my ankles, back pain on and off, and a decrease in energy. I'm living a fat girl's life but changing it is a pain!
I conquer so many obstacles in life. I worked hard on my education. I've accomplished my dreams in my career. I have a wonderful marriage. I've continued all of these things despite the tragic loss of my precious daughter. And yet, here I am, fat as ever. UGH!!!!
So, I start again. Praying this time will be different. I just can't give up is all. Your prayers are greatly appreciated.
